Monday, November 12, 2007

exs and google

i didnt have anything better to do so what did i do? i searched for my ex bfs in google. i used there full names to search for them and lo and behold! wow google really IS powerful!

so what did i find?

fling # 1 passed the nursing board exam and has five friendster accounts. and i know why... in one of his account he proudly shows the face of his girlfriend. i just know exactly where he brings her everytime. ive been there. i saw his face too. it reminds me how fucked up i was back then.

fling # 2's gf just had a baby. i remember his been wanting to have a baby which scared me to death. i knew then i had to be wary. So when he brought me to motel on the pretense of sending me to sleep i backed away. whew! close call. anyway i saw him once with his gf. she's a price to him im sure. i just hope he's learn to take responsibilities now unlike before. i hope he's stop acting like an asshole and learned to be a real man. i just hope he'll answer to the girl and their kid. it's a girl by the way. name's zachari. nice name. i think he mentioned it to me before.

funny thing is that when we where together the thought of him being with another girl would make me cry. when we parted ways i cried and thought how stupid i was to believe him and regretted crossing paths with him. now im crying in happiness, if he didnt let me go where would i be? so where ever you are dude just wanna say: THANK YOU FOR DUMPING ME!!!