there are a lot of stuff we spewed out, which can be blamed in part to to our naivete and the stupidity that comes with being a kid. stuff that sometimes make us cringe, or other times make us laugh at the sheer stupidity of it all. i think though it depends on what part of the day, the weather...stuff like that...sometimes you wonder if it could be the devil holding up to your face the reflecting mirror of the past...its makes me mutter courses under my breath, makes my wanna shout in anger at no one in particular...
the thing is i've said and done a lot of stuff like trusting the wrong people, saying the wrong things at the wrong time, making the wrong moves..mistakes that make us human... i realized that no matter how stuped those things maybe at least i learned something. and i get relief at the thought that its only natural...that for deciding against living under a rock this is merely one of the consolations Life throws at you...
as i look back i regret some stuff but i realized its wrong... regret is useless...i wouldnt help me at all...all i need it acceptance and forgiveness. accept that it happened and forgive myself for it...thats the one and only choice i have or allow myself to be destroyed by useless memories...
Thursday, May 8, 2008
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