bucket list

i'm going on a road trip this year.

to bleed or not to bleed...

"to bleed or not to bleed. that is the question. and it is your decision."

i have this girlfriend who loves to fall in love. but then when the dude she falls for will express interest she would dismiss it as mere "pasakay". she ignores them and when they stop pursuing she'd get heartbroken. isnt it just plain stupid? thats why i dont get girls sometimes. they or rather, we confuse me. i'm tired of dishing out unsolicited advices on love and all that shit. i havae more shit to deal with. i dont ask for advice when it comes to my heart-related woes. i have me to admonish myself.

and right now i'm also overwhelmed with this decision about my work and my life as a whole. i want to my life to be under control it doesnt have to be by me. a Higher Being is needed in this case. i just want to stop living on the edge. i want it to be controled least i'll end up dead. *sigh* how i wish my woes are as simple as heartbreaks. i'd replace my current woe for a million heartbreaks and i'd still chose the latter. i'm sick of being me at this point. i just want to undo the tangles i caught myself in. that's all. please give me a million heartbreaks instead!!!